i haven't been here in so long. this poor site has just been completely abandoned, and for anyone who reads this, i am sorry.

i just wanted to let you know that i found my eventually...i'm not alone anymore. i originally made this site as a healing method...to aid me through my heartbreak. this diary is the most secret thing that i have. it contains such emotion, such drama,...such emptiness. it's everything i've ever wanted to say without having to let everyone know. it was meant to be a secret and it was always kept a secret.

to the people who have read this and helped aid me through, i want to thank you. you have all helped so much, and from that, i am made into what i am today : happy. call me crazy, but this same boy who originally tore me into 1000 little pieces, is now still my heart and soul. we've been going strong [again] since april 22. everything is peachy. quite wonderful.

so as i go, this may very well be my last entry in this diary ever...or it may only be a new beginning. either way, you probably won't hear from me in a while. these entries document the darkest era of my life thus far, and i must say that i have completely overcome it all.

life is good.

if you would like to check out my other diary, my real one that i update daily, visit here.thank you <3.

rock &roll