today i had this strange urge to call him up and say, "i think we need to talk."

NO NO NO. BAD BAD BAD.

times like these, my excessive frustration and complete desperation make me want to go in reverse.

i'm so lame.

i just miss the companionship. that is all.

that is all.

in the meantime, my life is sitting right on the edge of a cliff, and i find out tomorrow if i get to fall off of it, or climb back aboard.

mmm. everything bad at it's best.

rock &roll