it's so weird. that boy and i are like best friends now, and i love it.

i spent most of my halloween with him. he was dressed as a boy scout. so adorable...and when i had to walk back to my friend's house, he walked with me so i wouldn't be alone. sooo cute.

today was homecoming. after school he came with a bunch of us to sonic. he sat next to me. i had total fun flirting with that boy. and at the game tonight he put his arm around me. just because. and i told him that he was my homecoming king [he was nominated, but didn't win].

only then there is "that girl". when he is with her, it's like nobody else is there. he pisses me off by doing that and i'm not the only one who it affects. i really don't know what he sees in her. i suppose he is just too blinded to see around. but it looks to me like she is completely controlling him. and it's not fair.

but i love that boy. he is so charming and so funny and so cute. right now i would consider myself a good friend of his, no matter what. i just wish i could be called his girlfriend again. but i guess i can deal. i really don't mind that much. as long as i get to be friends with him.

::sigh:: when did things become so hard?

rock &roll