how much advil does it take to overdose?

are caffeine pills bad for you?

what is taking speed like?

i am having a complex.

i think i gain more weight when i try to lose it, and then i lose weight whenever i could care less.

is it bad if i don't really care about anything anymore?

is it bad if i lost one of my best friends, and i am not upset in the least?

is it bad that the one thing i love to do most gets on my very last nerve, an makes me very irritable?

is it bad that i was using my new crush as a cover up for myself to get over francisco?

and is it bad that as much as i think it's working, it really isn't?

it's not even to the point of making me want to cry. it's to the point where i can just shrug about all this. and not care. and go on pretending.

what is depression like?

i sometimes wonder if i am freakishly close, or far far away from it.

i feel so emotional and emotionless at the same time.

::dies::

rock &roll