2002-10-06 6:01 p.m.
today was just a day fading into another, and that can't be what a life is for

within the last couple of months, i have lost:

1. my boyfriend, and my one true love

2. my "best friend" [or so i thought]

3. the affection of my newest crush

4. my self pride and confidence

5. my happiness

6. my faith

7. three of my goldfish

8. my temper [one more than one occassion]

9. my pretty heart earrings

10. trust in many people

within the last couple of months, i have gained:

1. weight

2. my new pink hoodie

3. the feeling that i wish i could escape from everything

rock &roll

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