2002-10-04 11:32 p.m.
caught some grief from a falling leaf, as she tumbled down to the dirty ground...

fuck you!

i don't know if that makes it easier or harder for me seeing as how nobody knows who that's directed to.

but still, fuck you.

anyway...i had a nice night. i hung out with 3 of my closest friends. we went to eat at casa ole! got free ice cream by pretending it was one of our birthdays. we are so kickass.

then we went to this girl's party. the boy i like was there. he ignored me, and everyone noticed. i don't know what's up, but it really hurts my brain a lot to think about it.

do you see? i predicting this would happen. i really don't think he likes me anymore...

oh fucking well.

so, then we all came back to my house, and watched ghost world, because it is my favorite movie ever. oh, and our oher friend came over too.

...and everyone just now left, and i am here alone in the dark, left with only a headache and zero self assurance.

good, good.

rock &roll

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