did i happen to mention that the new boy i like is not francisco? i was reading past entries and i realized that i didn't especially clarify that.

so no, it is not francisco. i am over him, and he has a new girlfriend. the end.

so anyway, i found this nice quote, and it really sums up everything i feel. it is the essence of this diary. it is the reason the titles of my entries are the way they are, and it explains why i am the way i am...

"if you could take autumn with all the leaves falling off the trees and the green turning to gold...and then the sodden brown of winter, the coming chill in the air and the sudden clarity of the moon at night the aching melancholy felt as the summer rolls away behind you and the world of winter wraps itself around you if you could take all of this and all that it means and feels like and turn it into music...

you would have counting crows, just beautiful..."

rock &roll